I'm trying my hardest to give this thing a shot though, I really am. He's still troubled over his ex boyfriend though, and I'm troubled over mine. All my friends are arguing, my brother is coming home, and my mom is still insane. I mean, Eric is kinda comforting, I just feel bad, like I'm abusing love and disrespecting Eric. But I really;t want to hurt him, God how I'm sicking of hurting people!! I just don't know what to do.........
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Posted 18 February 2012 - 03:45 PM
Well not too long ago I started going out with this guy named Eric but uh, he used to be gay. I sill think he is.. I'm just having so much trouble adjusting, like when he says "I love you so much, I don't know what I'd do without you." I don't know what to say, I'm generally silent and I know it hurts him but what am I supposed to do? When he kisses me I feel absolutely nothing and sometimes I wish I had never said yes. It's just that he loves me unconditionally and I make him happy. I guess I'm selfish for even thinking about my own feelings. My goal is to make everyone happy... not myself. My friends are falling apart and me breaking up with Eric could never help. He's just sooo happy and he's 100% certain of me I'm trying my hardest to give this thing a shot though, I really am. He's still troubled over his ex boyfriend though, and I'm troubled over mine. All my friends are arguing, my brother is coming home, and my mom is still insane. I mean, Eric is kinda comforting, I just feel bad, like I'm abusing love and disrespecting Eric. But I really;t want to hurt him, God how I'm sicking of hurting people!! I just don't know what to do.........
I'm trying my hardest to give this thing a shot though, I really am. He's still troubled over his ex boyfriend though, and I'm troubled over mine. All my friends are arguing, my brother is coming home, and my mom is still insane. I mean, Eric is kinda comforting, I just feel bad, like I'm abusing love and disrespecting Eric. But I really;t want to hurt him, God how I'm sicking of hurting people!! I just don't know what to do.........
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Posted 18 February 2012 - 04:13 PM
Tell him the truth or your going to hurt him more
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Posted 18 February 2012 - 04:32 PM
I really REALLY REALLY can't stand causing people pain. It'll probably kill me.
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Posted 18 February 2012 - 04:33 PM
I already can't forgive my self
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Posted 18 February 2012 - 04:41 PM
I was in Erics position once....its gonna kill him when he finds out because he will eventually, and he'll end up despising you and hating you you have to be honest not just for him but yourself
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Posted 18 February 2012 - 04:59 PM
I feel like I should wait to see if my feelings change, it's not that I don't like him I just don't love him. I'm having a hard time reading my emotions and maybe it's because I can't trust him. I'm just so damn confused
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Posted 18 February 2012 - 05:07 PM
Do what you need to do
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Posted 18 February 2012 - 05:13 PM
I try
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Posted 21 February 2012 - 07:45 AM
Do what ever your heart tells you to do not your head trust me i sorta can relate
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Posted 22 February 2012 - 12:56 PM
Thanks, I'm just so bad at love
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