HeAtheRaWrrS

Ive cut once, no, stratch that, ive cut many many times. The thing is, we get nothing out of it but pale pink -noticable- scars. Anyone who cuts has problems in life, whether its relationship,family,school,friends or just plian life. Ive had issues with all of these topics. But in the end, you'll just get picked on by others because they dont understangd you, or you'll be worried by parents and sometimes teachers and counselors. I went to a doctor once and had to get surgery, the ne thing that pianed me the most was when the nurse asked if i had any major scars, and my damn father lifted up my wrists.... they werent even fully healed. But i stoped, not only because i saw what i was doing to myself, but i saw that i was seriously hurting my mother, and that hurt morethan haveing a blade cut your skin. It was heart wrenching to see her sad. I also stopped because i lost many friends when they found out. I guess what im trying to say, is that if anyone IS reading this and HAS cut before. Only you know the real reason, i wont ask for you to stop, im asking you to consider you life in someone elses eyes, see how you live, see how blessed you are. We are all different aand all of us have different backroungds, i cut because my father was truely evil to me and hated everything about me, he hurt me in every possible way with his words and ways of telling people about me, to him, i was nothing, just something he has to keep alive otherwise he'll get into trouble. Hes one of those bastards who likes to hurt children... (not physically) It got better though, im doing good in school, and im being emancipated soon Dont say that this is the end, because in reality, this is only the beginning.