There's this guy, I don't like him anymore. I honestly don't. I know deep down I don't. But his kiss, his kiss was my first kiss. I wasn't his but he was mine.. He holds my lips onto his and that means a lot to me.. It was special. I can't stop thinkn about our kiss. I have a boyfriend now. Me and my boyfriend don't kiss, we don't even hold hands. We just hug twice a day & that's it.. What do I do about my first kiss when I want to be committed to my boyfriend ?