I had this guy who I really really cared for, I might have even actually fallen for...but today I found out...he was a "master" of another girl...that in itself hurt me...then i found out he told her he loved her...in the same exact way he told me...I understand I was being played...but I don't fully understand why...I didn't think I was that undesirable until now, I didn't think that he would be the person to do that to me, I must be a bad judge of character, but honestly, now that its happened, I feel like nobody is ever going to want me, or want me for me, for the playful colorful person I am, and I feel useless, unwanted, undesirable, I feel like i'm only ever going to be good for being used or played.