Cool Beaans Posted December 7, 2010 Posted December 7, 2010 I admit I have issues. I spend a lot of time over thinking everything that I do. I don?t accomplish much because I second guess myself and let my failures get the best of me. It's a small price I pay everyday watching these little creatures play... With a numb tongue I'll watch and be just as wicked as the demons themselves. I can?t remember a time when I wasn?t paranoid about something which upsets everyone involved with me. (Please, oh God don't even look at me, being invisible is a passion an obsession of mine. It must be a sickness. Whenever no one's around Look at the messes I can create. When did things get so far out of my control?) Everything I did back then up until this point was never good enough they love watching it build inside. They love this. How it kills me every time. I can't trust you, I can't even trust myself. If I can't even believe in me I won't ever believe in anything else. ha, I must need help. I don't need you, your advice, I just need time why am I the only one that seems to believes in the strength of time? I?ll be as straight forward as I feel today but everyday I feel something different. I?ve slowly been falling apart. The enemies inside my head love picking apart the pieces and stitching nightmares inside both of my eye lids. I'll admit I have issues. But I'm not the only one. Look at all the people running away from themselves.
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