MagentaMysticalRose

Yes, I'm still around and check this site every so often.

If you'd like to talk, send me a pm.

I'm a straight female and love men. I don't judge anyone for being different though. I'm not the judgmental type at all. I respect everyone for being different than I am and I know not everyone is attracted to the same sex and that's fine to me. I will respect your life choices in what you want to do with your life. As long as your happy, that's all that truly matters in the end.

I have a few of their older albums. I haven't yet listened to the new album yet. I'll check it out.

Yes, I'm still single. I'm waiting for someone who seems to be a perfect match for me and somebody I can get along with and have great chemistry with me.

Yes I suffer with bipolar and PTSD and it's often a struggle for me. I doubt I could ever do it though because I care about a lot of people. Even though people may think I don't care about them, deep down I do care for them a lot. I'm just afraid of getting hurt again and abused like I went through with my ex.... Why you thinking these thoughts? Do you suffer with depression or anything like that? Do you see a therapist? I'm focusing on myself right now and I'm healing slowly which I think is good. Trust me, it's not worth it in the end. If you ever need to talk, please pm me okay?

I personally like both. I also look for different designs as well. I love abstract designs a lot of the time.

Hello. I'm kinda late but I'll be your friend. c:

*waves* Hello! Welcome to EP! Hope you enjoy your time on here.

I know this is probably different from what you usually listen too. However I'll put it out there cause I've been listening to a lot of different music lately besides what I usually listen too. I'm trying to grow my music interests. Check out Boards Of Canada. A friend of mine recently told me about them. I believe you can find them on Youtube. If it's not your thing, it's cool. My friend is just trying to get me into new different kinds of music right now and I loved they're album. Another band you should check out is Between the Buried and Me.

I'm going through a deep depression right now and I feel like anytime I talk to anyone, nobody seems to understand what I'm going through. They all want me to act happy and fine like nothing is bothering me but I can't do that. I can't just act like nothing is bothering me, it gets so annoying being around people and putting on a happy face and smiling. People keep telling me stop being so depressed, what do you have to be depressed about but they don't know my history. They don't know that I was abused and I was taken advantage of by my ex boyfriend. Sorry if this is too much info to put on this site. I'm afraid to even put this on here cause I'm afraid I'm just going to get some nasty responses in the end and if I do I don't think I can bear it. I've already been bullied so much in my life anyways. I'm in such a vulnerable place right now. Right now I'm putting myself out there. Nobody knows me on this site and probably some people probably don't even care cause they have they're own problems and if they don't care.....than that's fine...I can deal with that. I however am suffering right now cause I've been abused not only once but a few times in my life. My mother is worrying so much about me is kinda making me sick. She keeps threatening to put me in psych wards if I don't start acting happy soon. Why? Cause I'm depressed? I've already been to a place one, I don't want to go again. They put me on medication and I feel okay on it, I'm a little bit happier but deep down inside I still feel a little sad. Putting me on medication isn't going to take away my pain. I actually hate this medication, I hate medication cause of the side effects and cause of the possibly of once you get off of the medication you can withdrawal from it. I know this cause I did research on it. Especially if it's stopped cold turkey. The medication didn't work so now they put me on a mood stabilizer and I'm feeling a little bit better but still come on, more meds?!! The only time I feel happy is when I'm around my friends cause they get my mind off of the negative thoughts. However my mother keeps watching me and I'm an adult and she's treating me like a kid. I'm so close to trying to move out of my house cause I'm deeply afraid that she'll try to put me in the hospital again. Right now I'm so frustrated and all I need is for people to talk too who can talk to me and won't try to push me & be understanding on how I feel. And if you simply don't care how I feel, than simply ignore this thread. Cause I'm not in a good place right now....I'm really not....

Here's the top 10 for me. Nirvana Alice In Chains Radiohead Joy Division Deftones At The Drive-In The Appleseed Cast Weezer Jimmy Eat World Cursive & more! I listen to all different kinds of music.

I have no idea how I'd die but if I had to chose, I'd want to die by dying peacefully. I don't want to feel any pain, but I have no idea how I'll die.

Billy Talent-Nothing To Lose