AngelofDarkness66613

Hope your doing better nowadays hon

The guy I want more then anything..who used to be my best friend and basically lived with me.. wants nothing to do with me and has a girl kinda and will never ever like me and were not even friends really anymore. I lost that friend. Another guy iv liked won't be my friend either and blocked me actually. So that's two. I really cared about. Anyone who likes me is a total NO. The other guy doesn't seem to even wanna talk but even if we talk its always sex x.x ugh... And then I keep dreaming of Austin (my ex who turned out really really bad but I swear is my soulmate) every night...everything's so okay in the dreams... Then waking up so depressed its unreal... I have no guy to make me feel okay at all. Iv been really upset two days now but today since its twice now I'm..really not okay. I have my friends at the park but.. Being high everyday since the breakup slowly doesn't help anymore. I can't be with him...but..I need to be. Or even friends. I shouldn't want anything to do with him.. These dreams are torture.

Scribe :3

I'm new..well I had an account but haven't been around in forever. And alots happened and I just want new friends. And or comfort sometimes haha.