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I live in a small town, when I had friends here they kinda came and went and moves elsewhere. I got a lot of entertainment from my brother and his friends and he left me behind. Now suffering from PTSD and not being around anyone making me unleash that former rage and bring on full on depression and post depression. Everyday I'm alone I enjoy being the emo me but at the same time it's hell with my PTSD. I cry sometimes and feel like I'm under a curse. Although I'm coping I continue to fight this alone. I hope one day to at least find a online emo chat buddy like back in the day.
It's like I'll never find the right guy. There are barely any emo guys in the town I live in and there are TONS of preps,it's like living in hell. Besides the fact that I'm uglehh,I just want someone that's actually gonna want me for me and accept me for who I am. :c I'd like to have my heart back to it's original shape instead of the tiny remains of it. I just feel so alone to where I wanna die. x.x No matter how much I try to find someone, I just find man whores..:c I need someone who won't use me,ignore me,cheat on me, or lie to me. Everyone that found someone who loves you for YOU is luck