TriggersandBullets 0 Posted January 29, 2018 Report Share Posted January 29, 2018 I'm on a constant roller coaster. Obsessed with love, obsessed with longing and affection, but I also... Push others away, accuse, beg, plead. Everything just hurts 'too much'. Sometimes, I'll take a razor and cut my skin... sometimes I want to end my life... Yet, I'm silenced. I was silenced through the yelling, the accusations, the emotion , mental and psycological abuse. How does one explain that? An anchor wrapped around my ankle, and being drown because it gets deeper and deeper? The only thing is I don't die... Quote Link to post Share on other sites