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My name is Taters. I was on this site a few years ago for a very long time. I doubt any of you remember me. Unfortunatly I've lost my emo/scene appearance due to a few negative reasons. I would have kept it if I could.. I'm not sure where I'm going with this other than to say thank you to this site and all those I used to talk to back in the day.. This site did change my life and it made me truly happy for the time I was requent on this site.. I miss everything. Age is catching up to me even though I'm only 21 now. I miss it all.. Please don't take your younger years for granted. I wish I could either restart again or just die. I.. I don't know where I'm going with this.. Thank you..

You were my two favorite friends/ That just floated away from me/ You helped me feel wanted/ Then I fell back down to earth/ With a sickening crunch/ And that's when I realized/ You two were long gone/ Number III and IV were gone/ Because/ III and IV/ How I adored/ The sight of your smiles/ In the midst of pain/ The bracelets we wear/ Will begin our revolution/ I thought I would die/ When the news reached me/ Tears fell from our eyes/ As you checked on us one more time/ Then III and IV went through the Pearl Gates/ And blessed us once more/ Because/ III and IV/ How you made me feel/ When first went III/ And then fell IV/ People say I should be over with this now/ But I can't let go of the thought of losing you/ The bracelet I wear/ Is the only thing to remind me of your deeds/ And the memories you left in our hearts make us want to bleed/ My skin crawls at the memories of your death/ Most of my days I spend remembering you/ Before this epidemic accoured/ I want to paint myself/ In the warmth you left us/ I remember the hugs you gave/ And the jokes you made/ Crying doesn't work/ But sometimes bleeding does/ Memories written on your graves/ Love will be exchanged/ Your voices weren't in vain/ But the time we spend/ Putting makeup on our red eyes is/ III and IV/ Before I must leave you/ Return to my mourning/ I have to say one thing/ Everyone loved you/ Even the people who said they hated you/ Or the ones that made fun of you/ For there is nothing to be ashamed of a little love/ And I love you both/ So I hope you here this/ Floating on your wings of silk up in heaven/ I love you both/ ***About my two cousins, Levi (I wrote a poem about him awhile ago) and my other cousin and Levi's brother, Noah. They both died. I love you both, wherever you are***