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Before u read this, its a true, personal story. So get off right now if u dont like personal stuff. Cutting may be a way for you to get ur anger or hurt out. But it can also get u in trouble, on top of already experienceing hurt and/or anger. I know this bc I got in trouble for cutting. I had a good friend of mine. Me, her and another one of my good friends were at a table. I had razor blades on me. The person I "loved" was with an ass hole. He cheats on women and treats them bad. So I was a little mad. Him and her broke up, so I was ok bc I knew she wasn't being hurt anymore. Three days after, I found out they got back together. I was mad, so at the table, I pulled the razor blades o ut, and started from my forearm down to my wrist. It was deep. It bled for hours. Bit I didn't care bc I was mad and hurt, and bc I cut before. My right arm has my ex-gfs full name, her best friends initials bc me and her were friends for some time, my ex-bfs initials, an "I'm sorry jeska" banner, a heart, and just normal cuts. My left arm has cuts from when I didn't give a shit anymore. Its still not easy. I got suspended for the rest of the School year. I have to go to an alternative school for one semesters. I know its bad. But sometimes I just don't care. I think of my cuts as memory's. Good nd bad memory's. Maybe people will think I'm crazy. Idk. But everytime someone leaves my life, their name is on my wrist in less than 24 hours. I'm getting Counceling now and I'm trying to get better. I have to go to court for disturbing a public place. Hopefully they won't put me in a mental hospital. I'm not crazy. I'm just lost. But please don't cut unless u know for sure how u really feel. Thanks for reading this.

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