The feeling is mutrial
You feel all alone, No one to talk to about it.
Your having the urge but you try to fight it,
To cope you grab your lighter and light up a square(Cigarette)
But you still have your urges so you grab your razor
And make one slit and againand again until you cant
Feel your arm anymore.
Hey its rachael i know its short but its all i have. I am a smoker and a selfharmer
at the same time and sometimes it is difficult sepecialy when you run out
of squares an then get urges but ive been clean from cutting for almost
a year and im so happy for my self.