I've been getting depressed quite a lot recently as one of my closest friends is going to be passing away shortly, i've wanted to end my life a few times now, i've gotten close to it about 3 times i'd say. Thankfully i'm still here, i'm glad i'm here as my friend needs me and i can be there for her,
There are still times i wish i'd of done it but there also times when i'm glad i haven't.
do any of you feel the same or is it just me?