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There's this guy, I don't like him anymore. I honestly don't. I know deep down I don't. But his kiss, his kiss was my first kiss. I wasn't his but he was mine.. He holds my lips onto his and that means a lot to me.. It was special. I can't stop thinkn about our kiss. I have a boyfriend now. Me and my boyfriend don't kiss, we don't even hold hands. We just hug twice a day & that's it.. What do I do about my first kiss when I want to be committed to my boyfriend ?

My heart pounds And I know how it sounds It's so damn cheesy But, please, know this isn't easy I wish to express how I feel Even though you believe it to not be real When you smile, I inside I melt I can't even explain how your kiss felt I feel that the greatest composers would frown Because their music isn't as wonderful as your voice sounds I know I'm just some silly girl But you really do mean the whole world I just really would like to hold your hand You're so exciting, and I know I'm bland But when I say I care about you Well, I seriously do

Today I meet my boyfriend's friends...I'm not so scared about meeting them...I'm scared about embarrassing me..or even worse him, and if there are things he wants to do, like climbing a tree or a building, I mean honestly if I was by myself and I had time to process where I was gonna step I could do it, but in front of him I cant, so I definitely wouldn't be able to in front of his friends, and I don't know, I want to say I'm scared but I'm really not, not of meeting them, not of climbing, just of climbing in front of them, embarrassing myself and him, and I am going to talk to him about it, when he wakes up, I don't even know...

I have this problem..... I call myself a horrible girlfriend because of this and I can't tell Jon (my boyfriend) why.... He's bi and so am I but see me and him have a crush on the same guy Except his crush for him evaporated..mine has been getting worse. The guy is majorly my best friend and I'm still with Jon cause well I love him. but my crush for my best friend is there and it's getting worse.... Every time my bestie calls me sweetheart or love or hun I just get a ting coming from my heart....(I say ting because that's how I think) Or how I ALWAYS end a call from a friend I say "I love you ____" and when my bestie says it back but with my nickname it makes me smile and tear up like crazy... Me and Jon have been together for 1 year and some odd months now and I've fallen for him because he forgave me for things I WILL NOT say (bad) and he's still determined to marry me in 4 more years....I seriously love Jon:) but when I think of my best friend and his girlfriend (his girlfriend and I are complete friends now) I think lucky her because I had so many chances and failed them to be with him. I don't want to destroy their relationship nor my own... how can I get over him? how can it be so easy to fall for another while being with one? What do I do to stop my heart from tinging?