Heartbroken and Envious
I am heartbroken and envious
I wonder why you've seemed to have given up on me
I hear the negative things that she says about me
I see the way that you look at her regardless of all her lies
I want you to hold me the same way you hold her
I am heartbroken and envious
I pretend that you still love me in the same way
I feel alone and resented now that you're gone
I touch the scars that the pain has left behind on my skin
I worry that you and I will never be the same
I cry for the fact that it's like you care little for my life now
I am heartbroken and envious
I understand that you've moved on
I say it's more or less for the best
I dream about the day when you will leave her
I try to overcome my feelings of jealousy and hatred
I hope the day will come where you realize that you still love me
I am heartbroken and envious
-The Echoes(I am Poems)