I work so hard to hide it all
Nobody gets it, so now I fall .
I fall deeper in my sorrow, deeper in this hurt.
Everyday, every breath, it just gets worse.
I smile and try
to make people know I am always fine.
So, I write on the pages, the tears I can't cry.
In the dark forever, that's my dream.
hidden from the world, so I can scream.
Nobody knows what goes on in my head.
Little do they know, I want to be dead.
I cant describe the feeling I fight to hide.
But its unbearable, killing me inside.
I have so much to say, but don't know how.
I could try but just not now.
So many words left unsaid.
Maybe you`ll hear them once I'm dead .
Maybe you'll read my poems,
go through the words Ive written.
What really goes on, every true feeling.
You`ll think you know who I really am
But remember you`ll never truly understand.
I wrote this. Sometimes I do feel like this.