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My stomach tumbles and turns I cant help but think that its what I deserve In my chest my heart burns A fire of which I created I fell down hard It was not my choice I fell down pretty bad I should have stopped It but it was out of my control I was blind now I see All the lies he told to me He promised me forever But deep down I knew he wouldnt deliver My mind and soul Tired of aruging No longer know what to do My mind a confused turmoil My soul in a constant conflict I knew I would die But never knew It would be from the inside Im being torn apart It seems that I shall always be hurt A fact that I need to deal with It seems I shall be forever alone For there is no one I can trust Always betrayed by those who claim to love me I need to let him go I need to let him free He is no longer mine For I dont deserve him It hurts me so But this is how it supposed to be It can never be For how do I know if he loves me? I will never know......... But still no matter what he did I dont want to let him go I am horrible and selfish I no longer deserve him