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Stop telling me your leaving slam the door and come back again this is too much i know you see the new scars that form everytime you do so i think im gnna kill myself so you hav nothin to come back to i think im gnna drown myself to get rid of these hauntin thoughts of u i look at the knife thats covered in my non stop blood i look at the walls and broken mirrors i tried to tear down because they wouldnt leave me alone when truthfully i did all these things just so I could be heard i did all these things just so you would learn but it never works your always leaving and when i dnt fall into your arms automatically you stay there watchin what more is there to look at damn you scare me if you ever leave again i wnt bother with the note if you ever leave again i wnt give you some bullshit sobby quote i will leave too and you will return look the place over and see that i have learned i wnt harm myself because you cnt decide if im important or not i wnt kill myself because you dnt kno what you wnt oh god not yet its too soon is there anything else i can do for you before i end his and my fucking life