AhmandahAnarchy Posted January 7, 2013 Share Posted January 7, 2013 I am a bisexual female. Sexually I'm more inclined to be with a female. Relationship-wise, I'm more inclined to be with a male.I haven't been with a female except once since a girl I easily can say I loved died in a car accident a few years ago. She was so amazing and I will always keep her in my heart. What scares me most about this is that I won't ever be able to fully move on. I miss her so much. And I am able to move on with guys. But I felt guilty when I was with a girl. I don't understand it at all.It's like I feel like I'm not honoring her when I look at other girls even...I currently have a boyfriend that I love almost as much as I loved her. And I don't feel guilty about it at all. What am I supposed to do? Will I stop feeling like this or is it going to take a long time to diminish? And why don't I feel bad being with him?I am a bisexual female. And I am not happy with it. I don't date a guy and a girl at the same time, nothing like that. But I cannot stand being tied to her and him...Anyone else go through this type of thing or no? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hawt3m()Boi Posted January 7, 2013 Share Posted January 7, 2013 Mfw: no Asexual option Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
.Dark. Posted January 7, 2013 Share Posted January 7, 2013 I'm bisexual and I'm damn proud of it. *hugs you* I'm so sorry for what happened Like Doug he killed him self and after that I'll never fullly love another man....So I know what your going threw I think the same way. I sexually prefer women but relationship wise its men...but the women I have been with I've always take the "male" roll if that makes sense Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
.Dark. Posted January 7, 2013 Share Posted January 7, 2013 Mfw: no Asexual option at least you made a stand <3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AhmandahAnarchy Posted January 8, 2013 Author Share Posted January 8, 2013 Mfw: no Asexual option I tried to include every option, I apologize to leave it out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AhmandahAnarchy Posted January 8, 2013 Author Share Posted January 8, 2013 I'm bisexual and I'm damn proud of it. *hugs you* I'm so sorry for what happened Like Doug he killed him self and after that I'll never fullly love another man....So I know what your going threw I think the same way. I sexually prefer women but relationship wise its men...but the women I have been with I've always take the "male" roll if that makes sense So how do you deal with it? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
.Dark. Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 well that...hon is a really hard task...It took me a year to finialy trust even anyone after that. But I did because I knew that wherever he is...he loved me....and would always protect me....I you just have to trust to know you need to be happy....to keep looking and to keep searching.....you'll find someone I promise....you don't have to deal with it or get over it you have to accept that it happened....and move on from it keep them in your heart but don't let hem control what you do.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AhmandahAnarchy Posted January 8, 2013 Author Share Posted January 8, 2013 well that...hon is a really hard task...It took me a year to finialy trust even anyone after that. But I did because I knew that wherever he is...he loved me....and would always protect me....I you just have to trust to know you need to be happy....to keep looking and to keep searching.....you'll find someone I promise....you don't have to deal with it or get over it you have to accept that it happened....and move on from it keep them in your heart but don't let hem control what you do.... Thanks dear. That makes me feel a little better. And makes sense. I jus figured that by now, I'd have lost such attachment to him or something. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AhmandahAnarchy Posted January 8, 2013 Author Share Posted January 8, 2013 I think that it shows me that I love him so much that it doesn't matter that I love her alot too.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
VisuallyBeautiful Posted January 8, 2013 Share Posted January 8, 2013 (edited) i am just gonna say this now... i am straight and female, but if i were a guy i would probably be gay ∩__∩ i love guys too much Edited January 8, 2013 by NijiIroNoGarasu Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hi-c Posted January 12, 2013 Share Posted January 12, 2013 yay! bi is winning!XD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AshleyIsis Posted January 14, 2013 Share Posted January 14, 2013 eh, there wasnt a pansexual option ... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hi-c Posted January 20, 2013 Share Posted January 20, 2013 panther...hahahahahha Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
3Xistence Posted February 16, 2013 Share Posted February 16, 2013 Mfw: no Asexual option Thinked the same thing Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Moon_Panda Posted February 25, 2013 Share Posted February 25, 2013 i am male and i am straight and i am happy with my orientation, but if i was a girl i'd defiantly be lesbian. if for no other reason then cool guys whose personality i like are just too few and far between. and females are just much more beautiful. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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