Fear controls me

[Tigger Str!pes]

My body so cold,

a,d so are my hands

made cold by,

your heartless demands.

 

I try to say no,

I try to fight back!

but what can I do,

when I'm weaker then you?

 

Why do you do this?

Why hit so hard?

I wouldn't have left you

if it didn't hurt so bad.

 

I won't leave you now,

No, I'm too afraid

of what you might do,

if I ran away

 

You take me fast,

you take me hard

with complete disregaurd

of my screams and cries for help.

 

So now what to do?

I sit to contemplate.

My own escape

without getting caught.

 

Do I sit and pretend

with hopes it will end

or do I play coy

and say, "go away!"

 

You asked for

a second chance

while your fists of fury

came down on my ribs.

 

Down and down again

your fists of fury came

and while I lay there

I hoped this was the end.

 

I can't help but wait

and count the days

when you go to far

and end my pain.

 

either you'll let me go,

or perhaps you'll kill me

I've begun not to care

I just want the pain to stop!

 

I just want one day

where I can sit there and lay

knowing I'm safe

from the angry boy who said

 

"I loved you first!"