Past Regrets and future threats

[BipolarBear]

walking back to the past of bitter hate
when darkness and pain has become my only fate
willingly i go back to the pain that i create
i thought in the light i remain
away from darkness and hate
but back into the evil i start to sink
drinking from the cup of blood my veins are now renewed
just the cut of the blade and they are screwed

i look to the past tears stream down my cheeks
 my throat quivers and i cannot speak
this bridge i built to burn but still i walk across
still the pain remains, why am i not fucking gone

i realize my locked in fate and it will never change
born this way and stay this way, i'm ment to go insane
made of scars and broken dreams and even broken veins
the old me of butterflies has flown away to death
now a machine of darkness dont hold your fucking breath
made this way its how i guess i'll stay

[tap out]

you dont have to stay in the darkness.

ill help you kick the darkness out. 

ill be with you all the way. 

[emotriciabell]

My feelings exactly