This thing called a sicken hearts poem

[Destry]

Sob sob around the clock

Tick tok it never stops

Pain flows then it grows into A black rose

Thorns wrapped around me

Blood? It trickles down me

Then I look around

Oh..it's just another shadow

Another hullucination wrapped around my mind

Shadows follow me around

All day and all night

They whisper in my ears

They tell all my flaw and all my fears

I'm worthless

The words echo in my mind

All day all the time

They say things until I start cry

Dying, dying!

So much inside

Stabbing my heart

Confusing my mind

Falling deeper into the endless pit

thinking by myself

"I make me sick"

I'm a horrible person, why would you like me?

Well..you don't see what I see

I gotta pop two Kind of pill to keep me calm,

Yet I still fantisice about the bloody knife in my palm

Neck slit,

Lifeless body,

Blood pouring,

Soundless beauty,

Oh? Too much? Sorry

Burst out in more tears,

Here we go again,

Sob sob around the clock;

Tik tok it never stops,

Shadows pulls me down in the endless pit

Then I think.....

Suicide?

Is it worth it....

Edited March 10, 2013 by kiyome