Rawr I love you Posted June 28, 2013 Posted June 28, 2013 I hide my true self from family and friends and be what they want me to be ... do you?
Brie1356 Posted June 28, 2013 Posted June 28, 2013 I hate it.. but yes.... my mom thinks I listen to barbie girl and that kind of music... in reality I listen to flyleaf, thousand foot krutch, satariel...
Guest Posted June 28, 2013 Posted June 28, 2013 Yes, I generally hide my true self from people. Why? Because I'm fucking repulsive when left to my own devices. That's why I need a wife.
Rawr I love you Posted June 28, 2013 Author Posted June 28, 2013 everyone thinks I am a bright always happy crazy girl but really I am usually mad or hurt all the time I get on stuff I shouldn't like this website because it helps me get undepressed I usually self harm so really if anyone really knew what I did like my moms and dad they would be ashamed, disgusted, and so many other things so I hide my true self what exactly is your true self?
endofgreen15 Posted June 28, 2013 Posted June 28, 2013 (edited) I dont tell anyone shit about me....cause its pointless why not just get the drama from everyone else c: Edited June 28, 2013 by endofgreen15
AKUMA Posted June 28, 2013 Posted June 28, 2013 i dont hide who i am , i say what i think , and do what i know is right ,i never lie or hide it ,what kind of life i would be living if im not me ? its not a life 1
Guest Moon_Panda Posted June 28, 2013 Posted June 28, 2013 everyone thinks I am a bright always happy crazy girl but really I am usually mad or hurt all the time I get on stuff I shouldn't like this website because it helps me get undepressed I usually self harm so really if anyone really knew what I did like my moms and dad they would be ashamed, disgusted, and so many other things so I hide my true self to some extent i'm just like you, but i don't pretend to be happy or interested in something. yeah, i flash a smile here and there but if i'm realy hurt and sad then i pull back from everyone, often times i have walked 10miles in the rain cos i don't want people to see me cry. when i feel something then i show it, those rare moments when i'm happy then anyone can tell i'm happy, but if i'm sad or angry then i don't have to tell people, they just stay away until i have cooled down. the point is that you don't haveto pretend to be this all american barbie girl. just be who you want to be. you don't haveto tell people your life story just, just stop acting like everything is ok when it's not. it's ok to be sad, angry, depressed or whatever. if you keep hiding it behind lies and smiles then you will never be rid of it. no matter how much you push it down, these feeling will never go away until you have let go of the illusions of how people see you. stop lieing and smiling, have a meltdown, do a rage-quit. trust me you'll feel much better once you get this out of your system.
Crankor Posted June 29, 2013 Posted June 29, 2013 I do not hide anything about myself, but i do choose what i let people know about me. Not because i don't want them to know something about me but because i know what there reaction would be. Has nothing to do with me being afraid of what they would think but what i feel they would understand or accept. Not everyone shares my thoughts or opinions on matter nor do i expect them to. I don't waste my time and effort on the many who don't care to listen.
EvilActivity Posted June 29, 2013 Posted June 29, 2013 I Don't understand this Question. Is hiding your mannerisms ingrained in society? It sounds like it gives a tremendous affect on peoples perspective on themselves. That scares me I would not know how to interact with people like that. It's no wonder why I only have 4 friends in the real world. Actually it's really not that surprising.... This is not one of those "oh I don't see what you mean cause I'm a total solciopath." I'm just saying, If you're gonna have friends they are suppose to know all your insecurities or you will never be comfortable, you'll never let your gaurd down and i just don't see how the friend thing works if you're under pressure all the time in thier company. "You don't like me? okay don't be in my life then. Bye bye." Easy yes?
Nevermore375 Posted June 29, 2013 Posted June 29, 2013 I hide as much as I can, only a few people know the real me. It's like the happy and sad face masks drama club always hangs on a wall, to people I keep the cloak of happy, but underneath I'm just sad, lonely, and mad at the world; and I hate it. I never get to be the real me, I hate being a fake person
Rawr I love you Posted June 29, 2013 Author Posted June 29, 2013 to some extent i'm just like you, but i don't pretend to be happy or interested in something. yeah, i flash a smile here and there but if i'm realy hurt and sad then i pull back from everyone, often times i have walked 10miles in the rain cos i don't want people to see me cry. when i feel something then i show it, those rare moments when i'm happy then anyone can tell i'm happy, but if i'm sad or angry then i don't have to tell people, they just stay away until i have cooled down. the point is that you don't haveto pretend to be this all american barbie girl. just be who you want to be. you don't haveto tell people your life story just, just stop acting like everything is ok when it's not. it's ok to be sad, angry, depressed or whatever. if you keep hiding it behind lies and smiles then you will never be rid of it. no matter how much you push it down, these feeling will never go away until you have let go of the illusions of how people see you. stop lieing and smiling, have a meltdown, do a rage-quit. trust me you'll feel much better once you get this out of your system. yea I know I try but I just instead try and get lost in music or something I have never been good at showing my full self I only show a few people but rarely I will not show if I am sad or mad I absolutely will not cry in front of someone I hate it and I don't act like a Barbie doll I'm far from it I don't know what I would call it but no Barbie doll. I don't care what people think I just don't tell them if they ask about me and if they do not ask then it's all fine
SaveRockMixpop Posted June 29, 2013 Posted June 29, 2013 yes at times im a bit confused wats my true self the one my friends see the one my family see one I see my friends sees silly girl my family innocent weak goodie goodie I see a girl that can create mayhem and tragedy controlled I hide that from them that person I locked up that monster ... so that I can still be loved. I hide my madness from them
Tigger Str!pes Posted June 29, 2013 Posted June 29, 2013 Yes. It's either that or "Cleans My Soul" and sermons 24/7 and all that shit.
Nevermore375 Posted June 29, 2013 Posted June 29, 2013 My parents threw me in a Catholic school because they saw a tiny but of the real me. I had daily fights with priests because I wouldn't say their Hail Marys or other bullshit prayers, I gave up on god when "he" abandoned me and left me to become the depressed and lonely person I am today.
Devilmaster55 Posted June 30, 2013 Posted June 30, 2013 Yes I do I sit here and say this they think country music is me but really I am feeling alone inside
April Boo Posted June 30, 2013 Posted June 30, 2013 I hide my true self from my family. They think I'm fucked up enough as it is......
Rawr I love you Posted June 30, 2013 Author Posted June 30, 2013 yes at times im a bit confused wats my true self the one my friends see the one my family see one I see my friends sees silly girl my family innocent weak goodie goodie I see a girl that can create mayhem and tragedy controlled I hide that from them that person I locked up that monster ... so that I can still be loved. I hide my madness from them I totally understand.. it sucks
XxPocketSizedEmoVampirexX Posted June 30, 2013 Posted June 30, 2013 Well, I guess I seem all happy and smiley in front of people...but im a pretty negative person
Rawr I love you Posted July 1, 2013 Author Posted July 1, 2013 I Don't understand this Question. Is hiding your mannerisms ingrained in society? It sounds like it gives a tremendous affect on peoples perspective on themselves. That scares me I would not know how to interact with people like that. It's no wonder why I only have 4 friends in the real world. Actually it's really not that surprising.... This is not one of those "oh I don't see what you mean cause I'm a total solciopath." I'm just saying, If you're gonna have friends they are suppose to know all your insecurities or you will never be comfortable, you'll never let your gaurd down and i just don't see how the friend thing works if you're under pressure all the time in thier company. "You don't like me? okay don't be in my life then. Bye bye." Easy yes? yea i only have one true friend and she is my cusion i mean i have alot of friends just no one i can talk to
Painted_Whore♥~ Posted July 1, 2013 Posted July 1, 2013 I do, only my best friends know who I really am..
Dark Marauder Posted July 1, 2013 Posted July 1, 2013 I hide my true self from my family. But my friends know some things. But not everything.
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