I'm there gaurdian.

[CrimsonSpade57]

I've said it once

twice

a thousand times

all lies to protect

those I love

I say

"I'm okay"

but I'm not

I really want to

shove my fist

down your throat

But I say

"I'm okay"

I move like a zombie

ingoring everything

Doing what I'm told

like a robot

You ask whats wrong

"I'm okay"

But I really wanna

tell you to fuck off

but I hold my tongue

and walk away

You laugh cause I'm weak

Yet I destoy my body

further, and further

everyday

Pushing myself tell

I can't move without pain

You ask whats wrong

"I'm okay"

But I really want to

Lodge my knife in your throat

I do all that

So the people I love

Can live

Free

and Safe

I FIGHT

so they

DON'T HAVE TO

but I'm killing myself to do it

I'm not okay

But they are.

 

 

 

 

 

TO MY

 

Angel

Kitten

Wolf pup

Babygirl

Lil Cutie

Gaz

Cupcake

 

They don't know it

but I am the soldier

For there freedom

 

[PurpleKitty]

It's cool

[hi-c]

such big words