A Blank Page

[XxPocketSizedEmoVampirexX]

As others smile, mine always fades to nothing,

Knowing that I’m the only one left alone is crushing,

I have no need to smile when I feel nothing inside,

I look away silently saying that I cannot deny.

My heart beats but the blood is just caught up in a cage,

When the others are fine, I am just nothing but a blank page.

 

As others cheerfully laugh, mine turns to silence,

Sounds fill from ear to ear, confusion with no guidance,

The stillness engulfs me and there is no notice,

I feel dark and empty and utterly hopeless.

The floor disappeared into nothing and took me with it as I fell,

When the others are fine, I am just nothing but a bare shell.

 

As others live their life, I look towards the never ending floor,

Fighting against the monsters inside was an ongoing chore,

Everyone around faded away into darkness to never exist,

I was pushed off into the corner by the unknown crying fists.

My bones wither to dust as my body blends in with the silent rage,

When the others are fine, I am just nothing but a blank page.

[Rawr I love you]

oh wow I just love this and I couldn't help thinking of myself in some ways its really great  awesome write.

[lsgangsta]

That's my life

[XxPocketSizedEmoVampirexX]

oh thanks...

yea I feel like this from time to time...

[CrimsonSpade57]

Your getting better Angel. Keep it up. Your talented with a pen, and words.

[XxPocketSizedEmoVampirexX]

thanks lol but im not that great

[CrimsonSpade57]

Your better than me, so in my eyes your amazing.

[the darkangle]

I like this one

[XxPocketSizedEmoVampirexX]

thanks Cx