terrified tears

[bloody suicide]

the face of an angel

is all that is here

 

one beautiful freckle

equals one terrified tear

 

not ready to leave

but compelled to go.

 

wanting to go back

but god said no

 

living your life is a scary thought,

a force, a something that can't be faught.

 

a mother a father,

a brother a friend

 

a meaningful life

that suddenly ends.

 

an angel is what she was meant to be,

watching night and day over her family.