Me, Who I Am and Who I Want To Be

[BBeauty017]

I want to survive

Celebrating the fact that I'm alive

People keep putting me down, but I'm not gonna cry

The blackness that tries to surround my heart, from the words that you sprout

The shouting rings true

silently to me, but it's hard for me to believe.

Surrounded by people, but alone is what I feel.

I try to shake the darkness off, but I constantly see it's appeal.

I'm losing my mind, my sense of security.

A luminescent light is what I dream of, but only when my time is up.

Scars cover my arms, but it's the rips that makes my heart bleed that I try to hide.

There is a light at the end of the tunnel

I try not to be a runner.

The world can be a beautiful place, as long as my friends keep their pace.

Happiness is all I want.

For me that job is still undone, but as long as my friends are okay.

I'll live to embrace another day.