--counting for my sanity--

[xSAMMYxSUICIDEx]

One two three and four

I can't fight it anymore

Five six seven and eight

I've set the trap laid the bait

Wait now before we get to ten

Let's just stop start over again

 

One two three and four

So you left me for that fucking whore

Five six seven and eight

Close your eyes tight before its too late

You said u didn't want to see me cry..

Or was that just another lie?

I'll shed my tears

Amongst my worst fears

I thought u were different I thought u were true

I thought u were perfect and I loved you for you

 

Now every word u say I mutter

I loved u once I love u now

But I was only made for the gutter

To throw away a dream I don't know how

So I'll keep my nightmares hold them tight

The last shred I have of a loveless flight

Now you came back let's count to ten

You said u wanted to start over again

 

One two three and four

I'm not wasting your time anymore

Five six seven and eight

You came back but its too late

Now im up to number nine

Don't worry please I'll be just fine

Finally I'll get to number ten

And without you I'll begin again.

 

One two three and four

Only missing you more and more

Five six seven and eight

Myself I soon begin to hate

Now I'm back at number nine

I promise you I'll be just fine

Staring in the mirror as I reach number ten

My face weary .. heartbroken once again