--another poem--

[xSAMMYxSUICIDEx]

I'm screaming do you even care

Shugging away my tearful stare

Fall asleep each night crying

Wake up and feel like dying

Each memory now so haunting

My former joy is now daunting

Fading quickly into the past

And I thought forever we would last

Looking back in one simple glance

Missing each moment of romance

Five years now wasted it seems

And I begin to unfurl in reams

Unstitching myself until opened wide

Spilling my guts all from inside

Each word blistering my poor soul

Each thought burning as I unroll

Struggling each day

Only to watch our life fray

Year after year

Grinning ear to ear

Because I still had my one and only

Now sitting with you I'm still lonely

Feeling worthless and weak

Feeling hopeless and meek

There's nothing I can do or say

To make this torture go away

I said I would never leave

And those words you best believe

Even in my misery I'll be by your side

Even tho it's bitter company here I will reside.

 

 

 

 

Once again just blowing off steam but as always feedback is welcomed.