Lifeless

[darkscreamer]

i always write poems. here is one i wrote

It’s like every breath I take hurts my heart

Why did I even have to be here from the start

What reason do I have to even stop denying happiness 

Life has lost its meaning, what value is there

I’m called a savior, I’ve saved people’s lives

I wish I could be my own savior, but I can’t even save my own life

Will you be my savior, will you be the One

Will you be the one who will save me from this pain and misery

Will you be the one that finally catches me when I’m falling

Because nobody hears me when I’m calling, I’m calling for help

I can’t do this myself, I can’t find my way out

But I try to open up, and it leads the people to suicide

Why do they die, why do the people I love and open up to have to die

Can you blame me from the pain inside

Can’t you see the reason I hide

But can’t you even try to understand, but yet you stand above me

With the judgment in your eyes, yet you wonder why 

I distance myself, look me in the eye and deny 

The things I know you think, that you say

Please just stop saying the things you say, and thinking those thoughts

I know it, I know what you think..

Yet you call yourself my friends

Please…..