-- Eh. --

[xSAMMYxSUICIDEx]

I've lost it all.

This heartache is too fucking strong

My soulmate. Gone.

And it was my fault all along.

I didn't realize it at the time

Its funny how at the drop of a dime

The most unexpected things

Happen to be the most reflected upon.

I thought I found love

Hah! A thought just that

Nothing else but the above

I was young and unknowing

Wish I'd have known the feeling

So I could have avoided it like a plague

Back then it all seemed so vague.

Now I'm grounded firmly in my reality

Realizing this fucked up normality

You watch people walk out of your life everyday

Never knowing and frankly never caring

Until one day you know that they're gone.

And you're left blankly staring.

Never take anyone in your life for granted

You will never know what you've had til you don't have it.

Don't end up this way

Don't end up in this unending fray

This is my warning be weary

Don't lose someone you can't live without

Or you'll end up learning what living without them is all about.

I stay awake nightly hoping for change

Hoping for something to just rearrange

Hoping to hear your voice

Hoping to see your face.

Hoping to put an end to my disgrace.

If I could throw my life in reverse

There's not a doubt in my mind of my destination now

I would give anything to have you back in my arms

Or just back in my life just anything now.

I'm pulling at strings here

Still edging closer to my worst fear

I've lost you now forever

Replaying our moments in my dreams

To wake up and whisper never

Never again will life be as it seems

I have no desire to get over you

I have no need with a future so blue.

A future without you just isn't right

Trust me I've thought about it over many sleepless nights.

And I still wish the best for you

I hope everyday you have someone who you mean the world to.

Someone who cares the way I should have.

Someone who is lucky to have now what I had.

Someone else holds my other half

And hopefully that someone is your half

It's a bit of a paradox

Simply unorthodox.

I'm sorry to myself for ever losing you.

 

Just rambling.... just upset.not the best poem. But I feel a bit better.

[Mcmetal]

HEY YOUR AMAZING 

Do you write song lyrics to or
do you just do poetry 
either way your super amazing 

[xSAMMYxSUICIDEx]

Thank you and no just poetry I suppose its just more so an outlet for stress lol