--hatred--

[xSAMMYxSUICIDEx]

You know all the times I thought it would change

I thought it would be different, skip the heartache

backtrack into these thoughts it's free range

And i blink now everything is all the same pain

 

Is loving someone just too much to ask anymore

I give my whole heart to just see it cold and alone

And i still try just to be kicked to the floor

I'm getting sick of the fake words that are thrown

like knives in my chest, is "I love you" a game?

I feel like a record on repeat.

A simple pawn on a chess board, I'm a no name

I'm nothing to you but another bitch to mistreat.

 

And finally I'm realizing that it's dissappeared

the drive I had to see the good left in you

Maybe a mirage all along that's misappeared

mis-shapen by my own hope in what's true

sad part is the truth I found is long gone

in anyone that Ive ripped my soul out for

I'm met with the same stories and lies I feared all along

but i guess up just close my eyes and open another door?

HAH! NAWH! I'll just slam the next one shut

And we'll see who's laughing when you're the one in a rut.

 

I hope the next one sees your filthy soul

fucking dirt, I see nothing where my love used to be

All i can see in your heart is a blackened hole

u know, it's people like you who create the hatred in me.