Don't Hit 'Replay'

[TriggersandBullets]

I'm crying lately,  this pain is just too much. I feel like I'm dying lately .Am I human or not? I can't keep up with this race, I can barely look in the mirror ,at my face. Is it horror,  or is it just a bad dream?  I can't seem to control anything. And I'm crying now, crying loud. Why can't I tell? Why does it leave,  this smile on my face, so fake, but not this misery.  Don't show, don't tell. Might as well say my mouth has been sewn closed. Afraid too well, a word to me, a feeling is my grief. Waiting for this delivery, that will seal me into my fate. I can't hide anymore, I can't run, my fun is taken. Give me a moment to conceal, all that I have already hidden away, just one brief moment to convince myself, I'm going to be okay...

As long as no one takes me there... gravity will keep me down,  as a ship in the ocean,  and an anchor around me, I'll keep going down, drowning. 

I'm crying lately,  this pain is just too much. I feel like I'm dying lately .Am I human or not? I can't keep up with this race, I can barely look in the mirror ,at my face. Is it horror,  or is it just a bad dream?  I can't seem to control anything. And I'm crying now, crying loud. Why can't I tell? Why does it leave,  this smile on my face, so fake, but not this misery.  Don't show, don't tell. Might as well say my mouth has been sewn closed. Afraid too well, a word to me, a feeling is my grief. Waiting for this delivery, that will seal me into my fate. I can't hide anymore, I can't run, my fun is taken. Give me a moment to conceal, all that I have already hidden away, just one brief moment to convince myself, I'm going to be okay...

As long as no one hits replay.