relizations

[Guest Crimson Spade]

Far in the dark distance of the night

there is a light

that shines so bright

allmost like a sun

i beggin to run

as the light starts to expaned

the light turnes to flame white hot

it burns everything in its path

as it chases me down

ingolphing me in flames

as i burn i feel no pain only sorrow

sorrow that you never knew how i felt about

you my dear sweet freind

I realise the flame is nothing but my love for you

driving me insane with only me to blame

for the invisable scars they cause on my heart and soul

Knowing i'll never hold in my arms and know that you feel

the same about me as i feel about you

then the flames break away and dissapear

Now i vow that if anyone seeks to harm you i will release the flames

that now lick and burn my heart and destroy there will and reduce them to ash soon blown by the wind

now i know i can never be your lover but i will be your protector

your gaurd you shall never be harmed