Worthless 2.14.11

[Foxgirl]

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Why can't I just die?

Why do I have to live?

Suicide on my mind

I just wish I was dead

 

So why do I continue to live?

No matter how hard I try

Though I hate life as it is

I'm scared of saying goodbye

 

Please do it for me

When night settles in

Don't think, just act

Never to be awoken again

 

I wish I could stab myself

A hundred thousand times

By I'm too much of a coward

I'm scared of saying goodbye

 

Because what if I killed myself?

God only knows where He'll send me

Will I become one of the Damned?

Or will he take pity?

 

Oh Lord! Please just

Take my life away

I no longer want to cry

No longer want to be in pain

 

Give my life to someone who needs it

Throw my body in the dust

Give my soul to someone who's dying to live

Leave mine there to rust

 

My dreams and hopes I've been longing

Erase them from my memory

I don't have the talent, I don't have the skills

It's one thing I'll never be

 

Please Lord! Please just take me!

Can't you see I'm in pain?

Take me tonight while I'm sleeping

Quickly just take me away

 

I don't belong here anymore

I'm not woth a dime

They'd be better off without me

And I wouldn't burden their time

 

I'm so useless

I'm a wreck

Loser, freak, stupid, pathetic, ugly

A mess

 

Please just take me

A place where its safe

And warm and pleasent and inviting

A place I can escape- and never look back

 

So please come take me...