Indecisive

[-razorromance-]

Words so explanatory Yet ambiguous

 

Indecisive smiles jumbled thoughts

 

Welcoming arms so frail and weak

 

Perverting the soul this seems so long forgotten

 

Among the countless of whom can still recall

 

That day in which tears fell

 

Unstoppable, unbearable

 

Throat growing hoarse moans bitting

 

Esophogaus vibrating As they break free

 

Parting the lips Belonging to his love

 

Loving the blade then,

 

in an instant, Shunning the metal

 

as if it were nothing But oh it calls for more

 

The sensation of its teeth Ripping and gnashing

 

their way deeper Wishing to drown into

 

the throbbing blue rivers of life

 

Waters churning Spilling red

 

Fatigue nestling Taking comfort

 

Into my brain Asphixiation crushing

 

Washing clean the blood Which rains

 

from the razor's teeth but more, it beckons,

 

Wanting to kiss the pain Away. No more.

 

It cant be forgotten It can be drowned

 

but can not ever fade Locked away

 

but always hunting Those happiless days

 

Torn apart Bleeding

 

In a place where one can hear the screaming............me.

 

 

 

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