I remember you

[dontaskmewhyjustfrickingsmile]

 

An ocean apart

Seperates our hearts

Too deep to breathe

Much to shallow to see

Beneath the surface is pain

But the surface remains the same

Sinking to the depths

Doesn't feel like death at all

But the coral reef catch me much harder

than your open arms when I fall

But the light broken through the water

shines on my darkest hour

My head feels delirious

Too light to feel any pain

As the numbness takes over

As I slowly go insane

But I remember you

Bright green eyes and all

I never doubted my own sinkability

Though I tried not to

Minutes are days

at the bottom of the ocean

And washed up on the shore is all your emotion

Because you left your heart behind

Gave it Away

But still kept the veins

Still kept the blood

Where does it even flow?

And you long for the oxygen you used to breathe

With you are the imaginary rhythmical heartbeats

SINKING,

DROWNING,

HOPING,

LOSING,

LOVING,

FORGETTING,

REMEMBERING,

The numbness will consume your human body,

REACHING NOW,

LOOKING UP TO THE SURFACE,

GRASPING FOR NOTHING,

UNCLENCHING TIGHT FISTS,

GULPING,

GASPING,

WANTING,

NOT HAVING,

LOSING,

FORGETTING,

STILL LOVING,

still remembering.

I remember you.