Sweet Endings...

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I just ask to stop this torrent,

 

This mile long stretch of confusion,

 

A way out of madness and insanity.

 

I lose control,and do something that,

 

For now,will get me through my hell.

 

I know it's wrong,but it's an escape.

 

I take the needle in hand,

 

And slowly carve away the madness,

 

The pain serving only as a reminder that

 

My daily hell is almost over.

 

Blood begins to pool from the new carvings

 

As I sit there in the dim light,

 

watching it drip as it is sent away,

 

Expelled from my body in a red current,

 

Dripping so effortlessly away to bother some other soul.

 

I can then fade oh so sweetly into unconsciousness,

 

a temporary end to my nightmare.

 

An end to this hell that seems so sweet,

 

Even if it is temporary....