her end, my death

[nitekat]

she was sitting there, soaking and slowly dying in her white dress splatter with scarlit red blood made for a morbitly beautifull and deathly seen for my eyes to see.

 

I was breaking on the inside waiting for her to look up in all her beauty, she never did, i never saw her eyes opened and her lips never take the last breath. my heart slowed to almost nothing. i could feel myself sliping away just as her heartbeat. i took her in my arm and looked at the pain on her face, with the force of my love for her, i reached in to my chest and gave her my heart and took the one that was in her chest and put it inside my chest. i could feel life sliping away but the warmth of life going in to her body. her eyes with all there beauty opened. she thought she was never see me again but now she was in my arms safe from pain and death,only for the cost of my beating heart, it seemed like nothing to me. my love was alive but soon i was not going to be. i looked down at her and she was crying the bullet hole that was in her chest was in mine now and soon there was blood, pooring out of my chest. she tried to put her hand over the hole but blood still force its way out. she put her hands over my face and force words to come out her mouth, they sounded like sweet comfort as i closed my eyes. her hands slid down my face, making it look like i was crying blood and then i was, becaus right then i took my last breath to say i love you and this will be my last goodbye. she got up to ran for a phone. this heart that was not mine but was inside my chest was pushing blood out of my body and taking my breath away. it felt like pain i never felt befor, and then i felt a great force come out my soul and i was up in the air, i looked back to see black wines sticking out my back but they was conneted to this heart that was in my chest now. i look down at my lifeless body laying down but there was not one there, only the blood dripping from the hole in my chest. i was flowting, going up in to the storm in the sky. i looked down for one last time at my love who was looking for my body. she never looked up. i wanted her to know that i was gone to which over her so i made the clouds in to black words and the sun in to my paper for this short letter. when i was done my eyes burn thinking about the pain she felt. two scarlit tear fell from my eyes down to where she was on she on her knees look for my body that was no longer there, the tears fell on her face, she look up to see these words in back. they said "for my beautifull love. this is my last goodbye