It's agony to be me

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Every day,I fight a battle.

A battle I will someday lose.

My body is wracked with pain,

as if hell itself lingers within my very blood.

 

even now,I can feel it,the feeling of my body

fighting itself....Trying to stay alive.

Yet I don't posess the will to carry on...

I wish this battle would just end already.

 

Every day is agony.Every step shoots

new pain coursing through my veins.

Every breath requires all my strength,

and stings inside my lungs.

 

Even blinking hurts now...

As if my eyes are trying to stay open,

but something inside wants them closed for good.

I keep fighting,but one day,my agony will end...

I just hope it's soon....