My Darkest Secret

[Emo_Pixie]

As I set down the razor

Blood flowing from my wrist

Tears falling from my eyes

I wonder why I`m doing this

How I got so bad

I used to be so happy

Now I`m an empty shell of what I used to be

I`m so broken

I doubt I`ll ever be fixed

Happiness is just a pretty little dream

That will never become reality

Pain is my existence

It`s my reason for living

And nothing will ever change that

No one knows how bad I`ve gotten

They don`t see my pain

They just see the happiness

That I fake everyday

They have no idea I come home and do this

And they never will

They just wouldn`t get it

So it will always be my secret

That I`ll never give away

Because the day I do

They`ll take it all away

[crying angel]

wow i have the same thing. not the cutting i dont do that. but my friends dont know about my dark life, they know im emo but they dont know my dark life that lies behind it. the life i make behind closed doors.