Love<3

[EmoGayKid]

We lay saying nothing yet you say every thing i need as you caress my cheek with your i will never leave you look on your face

You say you love me when i gave you the only thing i cant get back as we make love for the first time

You say you need me when your parents kick you out

We lay in my bed just looking into each others eyes as we kiss here and there until we hear foot steps on the stairs you get on the other bed

My mom cant know the truth about us not yet not now

Not with you being 18 and me being 15

All was perfect till the day he came around

His pale skin long black hair thin waist blue eyes hell even i noticed him right away

But not like you

Once he started coming around i was no longer enough

My darker skin my heavyer set bodie black hair brown eyes

You started wanting to hang out with him more and more

Then without me

I ressorted to cutting needing some feeling of warmth besides the tears that ran down my face

When you told him how you felt he laughed and never talked to you again

I got blamed for this you said that you wouldnt have loved him if i where perfect

So i stopped eating to lose weight

I waited on you hand and foot

Did everthing i thought would make you happy i come home from school the last day of the year

I ran up stairs to see you

But you and your things where gone

I tried calling you

You picked up once just to say

"You ruind my fucking life"

I cry myself to sleep every night if i even sleep at all

I txt you now and then to tell you i still love you

Knowing you will never txt back

Everyone says i should hate you with all my heart

Yet i still love you

I always will Kane michle