--another poem--

[xSAMMYxSUICIDEx]

is this what you wanted?

tell me, don't lie

is this what you aimed for?

to drain me out bone-dry

 

i can't tell what's real

or what's your deceit

i'm so used to your make believe

it's become so bitter sweet

 

i can taste my own fear

it's in the back of my mind

i finally let someone near

now i'm stuck in this bind

 

i put so much trust down on the line

i threw my heart into flames

it's in your hands now, not mine

but it just won't fit and i've tried too many frames

 

is this what you wanted?

for my heart to burn

is this what you aimed for?

for my pain to return

 

did you want me to turn back

did you want me to run

you said it's forever

that's why i grasp this gun

 

one click then it's done

one hot second and it's gone

the pain will leave my body spun

i'm done being a living pawn

 

these are my thoughts

but as we all know

i'm stronger than you

my brains aren't meant to blow

 

i'll crawl through each day

even if i have nothing left

i'll drag myself on

and ignore your petty theft

 

my heart i will find

and my trust i will build

it's my will that you signed

but it's not me you killed.

[eminemlover]

omg omg omg omg so so so good litterly can relate i felt like cryiinng thank god i didnt

[Guest rawr.ima.dinosaur]

SAMMY! LONG TIME NO COMMENT? lol GREAT POEM as usual!!!

[LenaLovestruck]

i am speechless.

this is

 

amazing.

[xSAMMYxSUICIDEx]

awh thank you guys :] sighh i miss bein on here