Saturday, December 17, 2005

[xxEmoZombiexx]

"Why?" she asked looking at the bruised and scared wrist that I had."Why does it help?", Ms.Frank asked giving me a horrid look of disgust. I sat there wishing that a big truck came and hit me just so I didn't have to be here. Here as in in this body living this dreadful life. So nobody knew me so that I wasn't the gay outcast that everybody hated. Well, not hated but I guess that they used me to have someone to make fun of and tease. But then agai--"Ruben? Ruben, What happened?", I saw her face. Ashley was here. But where was I . Looking, and coming to my senses, I found myself in a hospital, with her. Who I left for some other girl that didn't even last, but there she was still with me and --oh! I drifted off into a deep sleep. But I wasn't sleeping Just merely thinking and I soon came to wake up at home. Or "home" I should say I didn't belong here but here I was. And I felt a tingle In my wrist. To the second drawer drawer down into my,"the" drawer containing my blades. Grabbing one I slowly Pressed It to my skin and the blade aced across. I saw blood and I was soon spinning away...