Force Open the Door

[Vatia]

I

I force open the door and try not to scream

Your caring for her and not caring for me

Force open my mind i try not to dream

Of the happy that wont happen, you wont be with me

 

I force open the lock for i am not the key

To your heart, your a riddle and my mind is weak

Force open the box and you will set me free

Oh i forgot you don't want to, my world stays bleak

 

I force open my soul and try to realize

Who I am, I cant find her. Why does she hide?

Force open her lids and look in her eyes

Is she what you, want your treasured find?

 

I force open my wings and try my best to fly

I hit the ground so hard and never reach the sky

Force open the tears and you make me cry

It hurts, you broke my heart and you don't know why

 

You don't know my name and i don't make a sound

So much joy so much pain when your around

Your meant to be with her, i want to be with you

Close my eyes, turn away some times i hate the truth

 

You wont know how i feel 'cause she has already won

I hate the fact that your the best and I am no one

So I am falling falling into the deep sea's black abyss

While your swimming with your mermaid in Atlantis

 

Some doors were meant to be closed

Some stories should never be told

Guess this is my punishment

For forcing open that door