user

[bloody suicide]

THE USER

YOU ARE A USER,

THAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME,

THE USER...

 

I AM THE USED, THE ONE ABANDONED AND BROKEN,

TOURTURED BY PAIN AND LIES,

RIPPED APART BY YOUR FAKE WORDS,

JUDGED AND LEFT ALONE.

 

 

YOU ARE THE USER,

THE TOURTURER,

THE GIVER OF PAIN,

THE LIER AND JUDGE.

 

THE ONE WHO WOUNDS A MIND AND HEART,

THE ONE WHO WILL DIE BECAUSE OF IT,

I AM SHATTERED BEYOND RECOGNITION,

I AM LEFT ALONE,

 

I HAVE AN EYE FOR SHARP RELEASES,

ITS ADDICTING,

EACH CUT,

WITH A DIFFERENT WEAPON,

EACH BRUSE WITH A STRONGER FIST,

EACH PAIN WITH I DIFFERENT TOOL..

 

ITS A PAINFUL DISCOVERY,

A RELEASE FROM THE REALITY,

AN ESCAPE..

FROM THE WORLD OF EMOTION,

 

AN ESCAPE FORM THE JUDGMENT,

A TIME TO BE YOURSELF...

 

 

AND ITS BECAUSE YOU ARE THE USER,

AND I AM THE USED

 

 

YOU TELL ME THINGS TO MAKE ME SMILE,

YOU GO BEHIND MY BACK AND SHOW ME THEY WERE LIES,

YOU USE ME TO YOUR HEARTS DESIRE,

THEN LEAVE ME AND MAKE ME PICK UP THE SHARDS OF GLASS..

 

 

YOU ARE THE HORRIBLE USER,

THE ONE THAT IS PATHETIC,

THE ONE THAT WILL SEE MY BLOOD RUN,

IT WILL BUILD A RIVER TILL IT FINDS YOU AND MAKES YOU REMEMBER,

THAT WHAT YOU USED WAS MORE THEN A POSSESSION,

IT WAS A PERSON WITH A HEART AS HORRID AS THE PIT OF HELL,

AND A GRUDGE THAT MAKES ME SEEM INSANE,

AND THE SOUL OF A DEMON.

[Kaiden]

I can feel the bitter rage exuded from this work, Chilling my friend, deeply chilling. Well written and composed though. Indeed very expressive.

 

Time passes slowly

Each second eternity

No one ever sees

The agony poisoning me

Can’t breathe

Can’t see

It won’t leave

My agony

Its almost over,

I'm cold and broken,

I sink lower

Pain unspoken

You my friend

You’re a lot like them

but In the end

You aren’t my friend

That was a lie

You knew all along

But you’re just like them

And I was wrong

I step inside

My room of sorrows

I began to cry

For no one knows

Tonight I die

I cut my throat.