bloody world

[bloody suicide]

this world is bloody...

it is filled with gore.

 

this world is painful,

filled with horror,

 

this life of mine,

is like a bloody world...

 

filled with agony,

pain,

tourture,

it is filled with blood and gore,

 

the pain is endless,

sharp as a double-edged sword,

excruciatingly dreadful,

and surrounded by pain and darkness

 

people tell me to believe in god,

i cast them away,

because if he was there,

why did he let me suffer?

 

if he is there then he tourtures,

he has been tourturing me since the begining...

no matter how much i tried to end my misery,

he would not let me fade from this world...

 

forcing me to stay in this bloody world,

forced to dwell in my darkness,

never seein the light,

never bein happy,

and it ended in a bad result..

 

i am now still on the earth,

dark heart filled with hate,

my body a broken shell,

craking where my soul broke free..

and a mind that is filled with doubts on my life,

and darkness, blood, and gore.

[Zakji2549]

Very Good:)