opinion

[bloody suicide]

you laugh at me,

you think i'm a joke..

 

it hurts me and you dont know why,

i cut but you dont see,

i get angry and you wonder why that is

but dont you see its you?....

 

you tourture me with your words,

i dont shead a tear,

but do i have to cry in order not to be ok?

 

i have my ways of coping with my emotions,

you would call me crazy if you knew them,

and to tell the truth i dont care...

i am my own person..

 

you dont need to tell me im insane..

it is very clear to me what i am...

ive been on meds,

in a hospital,

and you know what i learned from it?

 

every day there is someone that will judge me,

tell me i have problems,

and try to fix me...

but you know what?

i am my own person...

if i have problems then so be it..

 

its me,

i am insanly depressed...

suicidal even,

but its ok...

because its how i've been my whole life....

im used to it,

and this is now ME.....

and who are YOU to try and change that?