SuicideDoll Posted October 9, 2011 Posted October 9, 2011 Do you know how I feel when I stab the knife into my skin Life's a game I just can't win I might as well give in Do you know how I feel When I feel myself break knowing this is all I can take I do this for your sake Do you know how I feel Every time I let you down I'll die without a sound you can find me in the ground When I watch you walk away there is nothing more to say I'm just getting in your way Do you know how I feel When your words get under my skin When I see your fucked up grin as you kill me from within So fuck you you hurt me Fuck you look and see fuck you that this is fuck you who you've made me. Gaaaaahh sorry people I was just SO pissed
SuicideDoll Posted October 9, 2011 Author Posted October 9, 2011 Oops I see I made a mistake o.O Pissed typing will do that to ya
SuicideDoll Posted October 9, 2011 Author Posted October 9, 2011 Welllll it took me about 5 minutes to write it so whatdoya expect lol
Love Posted October 9, 2011 Posted October 9, 2011 I see, The Words and Idea may have just poped out in ur mind, I wonder what Influenced you ... And Such Person doesn't deserve to have you Give your Life for.
SuicideDoll Posted October 9, 2011 Author Posted October 9, 2011 Love it's not just one person.. it's for all the people who have treated me like I'm nothing, for all the people who turned their backs on me when I've needed them the most. I really wish I was emotionless. Life would be so much easier for me. I can kill them. Or block them. I think I will. But I will no longer be the same person I've done it once before
SuicideDoll Posted October 9, 2011 Author Posted October 9, 2011 My friend taught me how to do it when I was beyond hurt. Since emotions are just a chemical imbalance in your brain.
Love Posted October 9, 2011 Posted October 9, 2011 If there is something Wrong with you, it would be that you don't Limit your Trust and Love into people. Either way, its other people who are wrong. And I know how to control My emotions/Feelings too.
SuicideDoll Posted October 9, 2011 Author Posted October 9, 2011 (edited) Mhm I trust hardly anyone. Only a select few. And as for love, I don't even know what that is anymore, I see it as my pain, something I need to stay away from, something I should hate Edited October 9, 2011 by XLoveIsMyPainx
Love Posted October 9, 2011 Posted October 9, 2011 (edited) No, you DO trust people, it may be subconsciously, but you do trust people....Cause you see if you didn't, you wouldn't "need them the most" in Hard time. And about hate, i'd say hatred is not bad if you use it on the Right people (as you notice, i said "use it", yes You should control hatred too, or else it will take over you, so be carefull, don't play too much with fire) Edited October 9, 2011 by Love
SuicideDoll Posted October 9, 2011 Author Posted October 9, 2011 (edited) Aw but I love fire... even when I catch on fire. And I mean those were people that I used to trust. I don't trust anyone 100% I just can't. But I suppose that's a good thing. Though it's sad that there's no one I can share everything with, no one... just no one... those words get to me as badly as lonely. does.... That's who I am, that's who I can trust....... Edited October 9, 2011 by XLoveIsMyPainx
Love Posted October 9, 2011 Posted October 9, 2011 I love Fire too, Dancing Flames Melt my eyesight and The burning Sound Relax me...well anyway hm You don't have to trust people, They are not worth it (including me)... and about Sharing things and words with people, you can do it without trusting people, You are actually doing it, Here Im Listening to you and Taking your Words Seriously, what else you need ? hehe
SuicideDoll Posted October 9, 2011 Author Posted October 9, 2011 Ha that's true. Mmm you're not as bad as I thought you were.
Love Posted October 9, 2011 Posted October 9, 2011 Oh cool, I look Less Bad in your eyes now Haha Positive Improvement.
SuicideDoll Posted October 9, 2011 Author Posted October 9, 2011 Lol well I'm not full of hate I mean I have some love (gd if I use your name one more time) in me somewhere. I try not to be a cold bitch. *sigh* But I'm very bi ploar and I think I just made a suicide post o.O I hate being bi polar, my emotions are constantly changing, one minute I want to die then I want to live
Love Posted October 9, 2011 Posted October 9, 2011 I can deduce this in a Form of a Quote i know "We never really grow up, we only learn how to act in public." You Don't know how to act Well In Public, You are hurting the other Actors by making their Masks Fall. Thats how Honest you are. this is not a compliment, Its just a Trait Everyone should Have.
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