yeahhh

[killstormydead]

Is it the rush of the blood? The pain in the touch? or is it feeling the cold metal as it slides across your skin while you start to bleed laying there helplessly, it will be over soon my child, maybe its the thought as you pull the trigger, or is it the hope that soon itll be all over, could it be the feel as the rope tightens around your throat? Feeling your last breathe as it leaves your body? Forgetting to think of those around you, your best friend, parents, even the boy who thinks he loves you. You dont care, You wont be there when your best friend meets her fate or when your parents begin to drink their lives away, Even the boy who loved you pays the price, offering his life to tell you one final goodbye. Youve shown them you dont care, even though they where always there. Your sister blames herself .why didnt she try harder to help? She did all she could, but her best wasnt good enough. Maybe if she hadn't gone out that night she couldve saved your life. Whyd you do it? because one girl called you ugly? because the popular guy didnt ask you out? Whyd you give your life and ruin theirs? was it really that hard to bare? maybe you werent the smartest, prettiest, most popular, but obviously someone cared...

 

 

sorry i know it sux...